| this is just to you xanga since i dont thinkn anyone else will read this and if they do, this is sentimental crap as usual because when i write on xanga i have just come from reading other ppl's and i think back... its weird to see all my senior friends graduating. (regarding that- im so proud of you all because high school suuucks and it is so tempting to say fuck it but u stuck it out and now ur done. :) im glad they had fun at prom . i feel sad that i wasnt a part of it but i am starting to realize friends arent only ppl u see evryday. everyone needs some ppl that r going thru the same stuff with them and im not at that stage with them and thay found other ppl who r and thats ok. i wasn't ok with this for a long time, so this is growth happening right here. i am around for other fun if it happens that way. LETS HAVE FUN THIS SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. these are the days we will look back at and spend hours trying to analyze. to see if there is something we missed. to see if we had as much fun as we could have. to regret it if we didnt. and if i know this now, maybe i can control it. or maybe ill just let it all flow.
heres to you larry. |
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| if i knew more of what i dont know and less of what i do, i think id feel whole lot happier. |
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| letting yourself get tired to a certain extent, you start to feel high...serously. your head jerks back every so often and you start to think your thoughts are brilliant and original. that depresses me really. even if you pride yourself on seeing things in a different light, most of your so-called brilliant realizations have been thought already by other people. but...theyre new to me. |
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| we control a lot more than we realize |
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